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"NO SOURCES!!" Only Photoshop, Illustrator and some brush presets
Well, I know, it might be crazy, it might be going to be removed, but actually, this is my life "Arduousness, Hope and Peace!", because that's what usually the life is full of….you may not understand what a hell is it?! Ok, I tried to describe my life with a fully artistic view, without any sources, just my imagination…let me describe it for you:
1-The swirls stand for my problems, they keep twirling, branching and broadening and become something really complicated and too hard to solve….keeping me dizzy all the times and don't know what to do…
2-The main red/hot color doesn't mean war ofcourse, but it represents violence in my/our life….
3-Beyond all of this, there is a sun, the sun of hope, shining clearly, leading me in the darkness and showing me clearly my problems by its reflections on it…may be this light can help me, and it does!!
4-The main thing glancing more than hope and override my gloom, is peace and happiness…I like to be left alone without any problems and being happy all the time, even if I'm so sad; I must pretend to be….

This is my life: "Arduousness, Hope and Peace!"…
I designed most of the swirls with Illustrator_too difficult to design with Photoshop_then transmitting the images to Photoshop and designed from them brushes and layers using the following tutorials: (Thanks to "Dianas Hunting" and "philister")

http://www.photoshoptalent.com/photoshop-tutorials/brush-creation-for-beginners.php
http://www.photoshoptalent.com/photoshop-tutorials/create-your-own-brush-library.php
http://www.photoshoptalent.com/photoshop-tutorials/pst/509/Customize-Brushes.html

I also downloaded other brushes presets.
Please view the high resolution.
Appreciate your comments and opinions.